Ants & maggots, sun & stars — Several Papers from a Severance

by maddrunkgenius

I’m interested, but I
didnt quite understand.
——I like making people
——happy & keeping still.

My girlfriend’s nickname in high school was ‘Fuckzilla.’

But my dental dam
cant stem the tide.

Teigen: For a while
I thought you were
useless, but now
I know.

Have a job that does 
good & have fun
doing it.

Should I belong to any tribe
in this twenty-first century,
my own body especially
might profit.

Patron! My best father.

Apparently, I was
——17 at the time.

Sugar coat it: accelerated particle boardroom with a view.

It’s not bologna: it’s spam.

March on to September
——aint you pretty
——tho
Every year
for Father’s Day
the children buy a
World’s Greatest Dad
coffee mug & necktie.
Every year it looks
more like a noose.
——Wisconsin is known
——for cheese, football
——& horse-faced women.
Part-time Cannibal Core values.
——Arent you bored?
I dont know.

‘You wear green vests
& you’re all over.
I think that’s
the coolest thing
ever.’

Taught art classes
to Chelsea Clinton
once.

He is an amazing humanoid synthetic.

‘Where’s my slavery index card?’

Laws have never been
a place I feel comfortable in
——a wing in my cap

Prayer is as valuable as
dialogue with
the mirror.

God’s comfort in a time
of need is refreshing like
a drink of water
from the ocean.

Fuck everything that moves
till it doesnt.

Her movements were
facile but intentional.

The key to alcoholism is
to stick with it till the crutch
becomes a walking stick.

Apparent,
but not to
some.

How quickly it all goes
from sweet to curdled.

I have the utmost respect
for your argyle socks.

That lozenge was
the apostrophe

to my life
t
hus far.

Retire well.

My meat is dark & greasy.

Hay is for rats
& their fleas.

An active lifestyle choice.

An itinerant aspect ratio.

Art is long
Life is shit.

Been able to do well
with sharp training.

A wave of pleasure
a high tide receding.

What a people!
after all.

Listen to the tiny
voice in your ear,
not your head,

Agent Jackson.

I like it!

Let’s go to the farm.

Alma-Fey, otra vez, other way. 

I cut myself today
I should have gone
to the hairdresser
Instead.

Everything is two beautiful forwards.

Heidi quit: she had a drinking problem.
Nathan got fired: he had a drinking problem.

And we were
eaten alive.

I have a grace about me.

Are you serious
or am I dreaming?

Gander at the grander
in supple surprise.

‘The devil aint in the details, son.
The devil aint anywhere.’

‘I want to eat ash & collapse in
a pool of my diarrhea.’

Or yours.

Arguably!

Altho I was mistaken
my vice is only my passion
for children.

‘I take care of myself. I
work out every day.’

Virginia forest fire.

He spoke
excellent pidgin
some of the time.

Because that is how
you do this job right,
godly boy.

Sorry, all.

‘Now is not a good time.’
‘ “Now” never is.’

A lot of folk hand wring after they wash their hands of a thing.

Life is hard, death certain.

Never! You made it s’long as the
wormy leaves & hollow trunk
spoke dire truth of the ultimate
middle-point of existence — no
more an entity but recognizable
as still 
such. However you do it.

What is accidental is inevitable.

What is invisible is everything.

The universe has morality the same
way that electrons have color.

The sun & stars have the same
opinion of rape & murder
as the ants & worms.

Ants & maggots, sun & stars.

More kings have been forgotten than recorded.

I’m too better to do much else.

Children arent the end
of your fun, just 
until you can no longer
enjoy it.